please click that and make a website to save mine, lol. a psycho's diary
hiiiii dears c’:

god, i haven’t been on tumblr in forever! to whoever cares, i promise ill try and get on more often. here’s an update >______>
Bad:
~today was my last day with my mentor/counselor :’c
~im like a size one now AHHHHHHGGGGGHHHHHHH!!
~im 103 damn pounds and summer is staring me in the face
~scars are still there and show in my bikini ._.

Good:
~i finally got over jakeeeee
~lost my blade…but haven’t cut in weeks c:

so yeah, if you still caree…then message me! c:

wow I’ve been losing major followers :c

I love Cassie c:

I love Cassie c:

When do boys get a break? Everybody yells at boys, blames them for girls cutting, committing suicide. What about boys? Girls are mean to boys too. Boys commit suicide because of things girls have done to them more than girls committing suicide for what boys have done to them. Boys cut. They need help too. Girls shouldn’t be the only ones who get help. Boys need it too. So if any of you boys want to talk, I’m always here for you. Because boys hide their feelings more than girls do. I’m here for you.

lol why am i losing followers :c

not that i really mind, but still >_>

i love this show.

i love this show.

First day of going vegetarian! c:

I want to starve myself.

because I deserve it.

I want to cut my skin up.

because I deserve it.

I want to pull my hair out.

because I deserve it.

I want to burn myself.

because I deserve it.

I want to dig my nails into my skin.

because I deserve it.

I want to take a gun to my head.

because I hate myself.

my sorta-okay-kinda-bad-yet-brightened day

good:

~i broke up with jake…through text! lololol sorry but the doosh deserved it

~fasted for 30-something hours

~exercised

~conner forgave me c:

~i lost like, 4 pounds since monday

~im starting another fast ^_^

~had no appetite this morning

~had a good dream!

bad:

~i broke up with jake

~i ruined my fast with a mini binge

~only burned around 400-500 calories

~i didn’t have a chance to talk to conner today in person :c

~i could barely fit in my jeans :c

~i had cake and funyuns and a cookie and empanadas and nutella and omg >:o

~almost passed out this morning o_o

~i can’t remember what i dreamed about

~my newer cuts kept opening -____-

~im fat